Cofession....

I spent a little over $30 on twi-merch last night *hangs head in shame*

In my defense NONE of it was a screen printed tote/shirt no it was "classy" merch that doesn't scream "I'M AN OBSESSED FREAK" -lol- And all of it was stuff I would have bought even if it wasn't Twilight related! Though I'm very tempeted to pre-order Ken as Edward, but only because my Gay Ken (oh yeah I have one in BOX -lol-) needs another pretty boy to keep him company.

Ok so the real point of all of this is to distract me from the fact that in about 20 mins I have to start getting ready to go to the specailist....all alone....feeling like compelete shit...... But I'm not going to throw a little pitty party nope I'm trying to be done with that. Form now on I'll be tackling my sickness with a new motto "Put your big girl panties on and deal with it!" (That was one very wise womens siggy on a cruise forum I was looking at last night).

Alright, I need to go get myself and the ebay shit I need to ship today ready. Wish me luck!

♥ B

p.s. Before I got I want to share my purchases with you to prove that they are not THAT bad!